:mwaha: Well, uh-
First I'd like to say I'm shunning Myrthie and Helen for neglecting my characters (j/k but seriously watch out- Fredrich and Aldonza can and will beat you up) :blink:

Anyone ever hear See You Again by Miley Cyrus. Now, I'm not ten years old and I heard it on the radio and I'm like- singing ti all the time. I can't get it out of my head. It's so depressingly catchy- grrr.

More rantings- Uh, yeah I'm bored right now and my Carina muse is dead- I'm just not feeling evil right now so I haven't replied to Panda yet, but everything else is caught up so I'm like rawr- I don't want to do homework, but I suppose I should start early on studying for finals. Yuck. Mine are next week so I'm going to be very depressed next week- yeah....

I just bought a new pair of white sandals and I realized that I am REALLY anal about matching. I'm a perfectionist (OCD) I think. I saw a slightly offwhite shoe and a bright white shoe and even though I liked the slightly (and I mean a .00008 slightly different shoe) off-white shoe. But I got the bright white shoe. I stood there for like five minutes deciding which one was the right white color.

See what happens when you make a topic for rants? I do this... Oh Dear, I hope someone replies to this or I'll feel lame. Rant with me? :D

Oh, and I ate way too much today and felt like pucking when I went to practice today. Popcorn+Chicken+fries+cookie+cookie+sour lemonade+orange/lime water+RUNNING=nausea

oi. It was not a fun run today.
I think I'm done ranting now. Er.... yeah. Um- I just made a crazy old people character so if you wanna have a totally ridiculous tpic with someone- look Rex up. He's definitely mental.

.....

And now I'm done.

PS- I just realized that Aldonza's anthem is totally 'I don't wanna be in love' by good charlotte. LOL stupid radio.... First Miley Cyrus, now character theme-songs....

Nikki, you make me go like this ---> ;_;

Shun me not! Once this week (and AP testing) is over, I'm dedicating my summer to writing, running, and getting ready for college.

<3

:) I know. You already explained. But I can't help but poke you *shrug* *poke*

Wow.... your rant was short.

Dammit. I need sleep.

OOOH, OOOH!!

*jumps on the bandwagon of ranting and shunning Myrthie-do for neglecting Isabelle*

:D

Kidding. I know everybody's got a life. And life is, like, real important-like. So I don't really hold it against ya, Myrthers.

BUT. Is that the title of that song? I hear it ALL THE FREAKING TIME and I can't help but, like, hum it to myself and then stop and tear at my hair because it's driving me FREAKING CRAZY.

And portions of my muse keep DYING. Like my Adam muse. Is dead. *knocks on Adam's door, is snarled at, has door slammed in face* NO, I DEMAND THAT YOU WORK. *unsuccessful* WAAAAH.

And I have to get ready to go to college and I'm depressed because I'm not going to the college I fell in love with, plus I don't really know how I'm going to pay for it.

Also, I'm supposed to be writing an essay for literature class and I have no idea what I'm going to write it on. And it's due Friday. AUGH.

But, mostly, I'm freaking depressed because Awards Day is coming up and I'm not getting ANYTHING at all. No recognition for the 4.0 I've busted my ass to get, no recognition for wasting God-only-knows how many hours of my life doing stuff for the hosting program and the English honors society. NOTHING. And freaking __________ is being recognized as one of the school's top ten MOST OUTSTANDING students!! I KNOW her and she's not freaking OUTSTANDING. She's like... *sputters incoherently*

I know, it's a little distasteful to rant about not getting awarded, but seriously. I've practically given my damn LIFE to that school this year and I'm not getting anything while AIRHEAD is one of the top ten MOST EFFING OUTSTANDING students!! And my scholarship isn't even going to be mentioned because I'm still in high school. I'm going to college full-freaking-time and I'm getting a scholarship, but they don't recognize it because I'm still in high school.

*huffs*

Okay, I'm done ranting. But I feel like a little violence now, so I think I'm going to reply with Johnny.

Five minutes deciding what shade of white...?

I guess I cant comprehend fussing over something that trivial... Not that in touch with that part of my female mind I guess. Purses, shoes... Skirts... I don't understand them or the fascination with them... But whatever.

Me, I already gave my little rant about my dumb-ass dad...

BUT! I shall not Shun the Myrfie! *huggles the Myrfie close and cuddles her* Me Love da Myrfie!!

*is collectively shunned* FINE-I-SEE-HOW-IT-IS. *curls up in a mopey corner of the Vital realm* ((*Edit* Aww, thank you, Angel. ^_^))

Okay, I've got my rantage together now. *clears throat*

First off, I don't know HOW teachers can expect us to actually learn more information when we have finals in, like, two days. It's not possible. I don't have time to study when I'm spending all afternoon doing homework. (Never mind the fact that I'm procrastinating at this very second. XD Doesn't count.)

Second, my ex is an ass. Screw boys. Who needs 'em? Okay, first of all, sweetheart, you were a enough of a dick to just dump me, like, a month after you made all these sweet promises. You treated me like I was worth something. You really did. But really? A MONTH? And then what's more, you have to go and try and get my friends to coax me to give you your damn TIE back? REALLY? You can't just let me slowly, painfully get over all the shit you've put me through? You have to go ahead and keep on reminding me? Denying me that one little memory? Thanks a lot, asshole. I am SO glad I didn't give in to you completely like you wanted me to, you fake, sadistic bastard.

Third, "best friend," you are a backstabber. I can't believe I wasted seven years of my life on you. And then I find out you've been betraying me on a regular basis for the past five? I can't even believe you. You have no idea how sick you are, do you? And now you come crying back and try and make all of think you're the victim, that we don't think of you? You're a bitch. And a liar. And I know you and Person #2 were screwing around behind my back. How could you? God forbid anyone else in the world have a moment of happiness. It is and always has been just about you.

What else? Next year's going to be weird. Out on my own. Living with my roomie. Insecure as ever. But you know what? Anywhere is better than here. Anyone's better than some of the people I know now. I've never wanted a goodbye before in my life, but I'm ready for one now.

I'm done. That was cathartic. No more whining. Myrth out.

*runs in ranting*

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Oh, Rommie I feel EXACTLY THE SAME WAY WITH THIS ONE OTHER GIRL!!!!! Everyone thinks she's perfect and wonderful when really.... ohmy she's the biggest bitch I've ever met.... and that's sad. :(

Now, Myrthie does not get shunned by Angel because Angel is getting more posties than me and Rommie *glares*

I'm just teasing. real life comes first. Like, right now I should be doing my research paper- but I'm not.
Oh wow..... I got the sweetest text today of a cat dancing to that 'boots with the fur' song. It's so hilarious. :lol:

Myrthie, your ex is an ass. :angry: I've been single for ayear and kinda hate it- but I've just been so busy competing in runnign I just don't have time. I think I'll find me a boy this summer. yeah. Sad, I'm talking about boys like their shoes- just pick one out and take him home. LOL. :mwaha:

And the white thing :blink: --- my OCD color-ness. I don't think it's because I'm "overly girly" I think it's seriously because I've taken art for so long. I'm really afraid. I never used to care about matching- now I can't escape the art! :angry: AHHHHH!

I have to balance everything- even in ym room. I need balance, color, space-- all those art elements or principles or whatever the hell they are- I CANNOT ESCAPE THE ART!!!!

btw I just got loaded with homework today and I hate the administration will all my soul *rawr* :fangy:

eh, my Carina muse is dead too- well, more like vegetable state. She can do basic reflexes. hehe >D

*listens to everyone's rants*

Wow you guys gave me the giggles. Believe me, I'm not laughing at your pain. I know how much it sucks to lose a guy, to lose a best friend. I've moved around my whole life and was recently fucked over by someone I had dated for three years- so I know how it feels.

And I know what it feels like not to get recognition for what you try so hard to do. I think that's what made me give up on college. Don't get me wrong. I love school, but I hate all the pointless classes I have to take just to get my degree in English.

Why can't I just take all the classes relating to English and maybe... just maybe teaching and get it fucking over with? I hate college.

That's why I dropped out.

And then regretted dropping out.

And then went back.

And then joined the navy because I hated college still, except for a few classes.

And now I'm terrified out of my mind because I have to leave me cats! I mean seriously, I'm most scared of leaving my cats? Who worries about that when their little brother is graduating high school and half their family lives in the state they are about to leave and when they have to leave the man they are planning on marrying? And I'm going to leave me cats?

Honestly I'm terrified about leaving my family and my brother to fend for themselves but I figure a girls got to do it sometime or another. And my boyfriend- I figure it's like a test and I need to see if I'm going to be able to go two months without even speaking to him and then another four of hardly seeing him- it's the ultimate test I suppose so I'm ready for it. But I'm not ready to leave my cats when I can't tell them why I am abandoning them. Pathetic I know and, I'm not really a crazy cat lady. They are my babies.

And my kids from my nanny job. I don't want to leave them either? This is the biggest decision I've ever made. And I'm gonna miss all my rping for two months. *cries* Don't leave me. ^.^

On the bright side I get to leave this drug-induced city. That's always happy news.

Guess their's a silver lining to every cloud.

I LOVE MY CAT!
I could never leave my cat..... but she's at home, taken care of by Mum and Dad- and then when I'm out of college I will care for her and love her until she grows old and I have to watch her die. :blink: NO! WAAAH :(

I'm so depressed now. Thanks a lot Aspen.

j/k. I have ice cream so I'm eternally happy-
wow.... I have posted way too much int heis topic ranting- yeah....

Damn procrastination.

OMG! My firend has lupus and is in the hospital! I'm going to see her soon. It's so sad. I can't even imagine going through what she's going through now. It's just- so surreal, like it isn't even happenening. She had to quit runnign with me- oh..... so sad. :(