So I have this new girlfriend, known her since the begining of school, but just started fully going out with her a week ago, we'd been doing things, but she had this other boyfriend in random state, however I confronted her, she chose me. Enough back story.

So anyway, at 4 aclock, after make out times, I had gotten depressed, I don't know why it is, but whenever I get taken care of, I get depressed. It's odd really, I should look into it. And so, she got depressed, and I mean really depressed, sat there comforting her for an hour, and we decided she should probably walk home while it was still light outside. So we start to pack her things, and then suddenly she falls to the ground. Good thing I'm not a complete dolt, or else this could of been horrible. I grabbed onto her, picked her up, and set her on my bed, asking what was wrong. She was going into an Anxiety Attack, which are quite..bad.

So, I, trying not to panic, just hold onto her, rubbing her back, trying everything I can to make her not twitch like crazy and hyperventalate, you know, make sure she doesn't die! So once she's sort of calmed down, I go to my friend James, who's had one before, and he told me how to act and everything, which would be basically, "Make sure to keep them calm, and act calm yourself, make them think there is nothing wrong." So, thats what I do. I moved her from the bed to the couch after another hour of holding her, which took a couple minutes, she could barley move. And I sware, it is hard as hell to act like nothing's wrong with the person you love, knowing if you fuck up, they die. I almost cried a billion times, I wanted to just have my mommy, I kept thinking "I want my mom, I can't handle this, I want my mom." Which, is quite odd, considering that I thought I left all my childish things behind, I guess there still is a bit of growing up I need to do.

But, after a while, she laid down, and she asked for something surgery, so I got her some candy, and then a little later, after talking to her mom, who called, she was better. I'm considering her to be diabetic, I'm not sure.

However, this all happened today, and it's just a bit for me to handle at the moment. I woke up at 5 this morning, and I'm extremely tired, and yet I cannot get to sleep, I keep thinking of her twitching in my arms and it just, ugh.

Well, I guess my solution would be to go slower with the relationship. You two should just get to know each other and make sure you're comfortable with each other before you go into making out or whatever. Going too fast makes a relationship very uncomfortable. About panic attacks, you just need to stay calm in that sort of situation. It's scary, but keep cool and keep a positive aura. It's best to just move on and not keep it in the back of your head now.

I gotta agree with Alastor on this, also I wouldn't feel to bad about wanting your mom in a situation like that. Hell, I know this isn't the same thing, but when my diabetic Grandmother has a really bad sugar low I just want my mom, but I help get my grandmothers sugar up.

Oh hey, somebody responded.

Well anyway, yeah, we should probably be taking it slower, I'll keep that in mind when I see her again, and that sort of thing. And yeah, thanks Fireyone, it helps to know I'm not the only one who would wish for their parents in that sort of situation.