Just now I received the notice that I bombed in ANOTHER subject at university. And I might get booted from there now...

I explain. Thanks to my vagabond ways in the 1º semester, I bombed in 3 subjects. And if you get 4 or 5 bombs here, I'm not sure how much, you're forced to lock your registration and leave the university, and if you want to, try it again from the very beginning.

Not only that, but I was barred from making the last test from the subject. I dunno how you guys call it in english, but that last test resets your score at said subject and make the final grade of the subject equal to your score on this test. Those who made it through doesn't need to make this test, but get it: I was barred from this last test for having such a low score. I asked the professor many a time if I could make anything to make this test ("To make the test", notice you, not to raise my final grade), but he said he couldn't. So here I am, with a deat hwarrant in my hands...

I know how my parents will react to that... Dad will throw me a tantrum, come with the same chattery all over again... When he won't understand that it wasn't lack of study or anything. And yeah I DID made efforts to avoid any more bombs! The subject was just too hard! "Art and Culture" is the same the Physics to me!

I'm destroyed, I'm talking too much gibberish, I'm being a freak right now. But I don't know how to let the steam off. Sorry if it was a waste of your time, but I just don't know what to do right now. I don't want to quit the university, I FLIPPIN' DON'T WANT TO!

It sounds to me like you should of spent more time studying and trying to keep your scores up. Life isn't a game, you can't hit reset. You brought this upon yourself.

I'll try to insist a bit more, the month and the semester aren't over yet... I just can't accept to flippin' give up. That's what's killing me actually.

And well I checked and no, my university future isn't endangered yet. But if I can't really succeed in convincing the professor to allow me to make the last test, then my career will be on the borderline. And I'm secure 'bout the other subjects this semester. So yeah I tihnk I bursted out of agony, sorry.

STILL, I'm mowing the lawn with my teeth if I can't make this goddamn last test...

We've all messed up once or twice in our lives. The best thing you can do right now is get off the internet and revise, revise, revise. Every hour you spend with a textbook is an hour you won't have to spend arguing with your parents later.