Ok, lemme explain

LOTS have happened in the last 6 or so hours, in my head. And so I desited to explode, and so I did, right now I'm dead. I'll be reborn sometime later today or tommarrow into a new me, a different me, so really this is no conseren of yours, just that's why I'm emtionless right now and why I'll be acting different.

Why am I doing this? Well as I said lots have gone though my head and I don't like who I am now, so I died and am going to be reborn a new, and even better me. Better as in what? Better at understanding, better at keeping secrets, better at telling the full truth, better at not keeping things from people, better at being frank, better at being nice, and better at everything I once good at when I lived.

I've made too many mistakes for me to do anything about it, and so I must proclam myself dead, so don't take your time to morn for me for I will relive. When I do relive, everything to me will be as it once was befor I died, the only thing that went is my emotions for a few hours. I apologize now if you IM me and say something wonderful, or something dramastic, and I respond with a "k", it's not that I don't like you, it's just while I'm dead I have no emtions.

Also, befor I relive, I want to settle everything so I can be reborn into a worriless life and make new worries on my own, insead of having to live in a world of the past.

I ask you one thing; please no one say that you like the new me better, you can think that, but please don't say it to my face.

I'm not going to get into why I'm doing this now here when most of you havn't the slightest clue what I'm talking about, but I'll probably tell you over AIM.

And finnally, just becuase I'm dead right now, dosn't mean I'll be offline, it only means that I'm not here in spirit.

Thank you for your time, I'll miss you all greatly, and hope to start my new life as soon as possable.

Let me guess.

You think Abu's problems are yours, and there's something wrong with you instead of him, or whoever made you mad. You put yourself down WAY too much. You are FINE...you ARE ALREADY more caring and good in most ways than most people I've ever met. Why would you want to change....

m......k

Criky!!! :devil: :devil: :devil: Take the devil ham out of her :cappy: :cappy: :cappy: :cappy: Cappy go try.

Sauce is right, your upbeat personality seems to have little room for improvement. What can we say? Everyone doesn't like seeing you sad. Please be happy again.

Yeah, I agree with Iggy. I don't think you can improve anymore.

Bij, we've all made mistakes. When you say you've made too many mistakes, you sound like you are blaming yourself for something.
You're only human. Nobody expects you to be perfect.

*digs through old topics*

You know what's kinda funny? I remember being this upset. I remember it very clearly. BUT I don't remember what exactly happened that made me this upset! I'm so silly. *scratches behind 14 year old Bijou's ear then gives her a hug*

=o jebus

we were all so youuuuuunnnnggggggg


*hugs both bijous* XD

IT IS NO CONSEREN OF OURS

yaaa it could be!

what if we time travel frm the past to the future and then, like..

TE3K comes back and eats our souls??