Hello everyone. Most of you probably don't even remember me, but those that do will remember the incredibly childish, insulting posts I used to post here. For those who need a reminder they where posted round about the time this board stopped focusing on Hamtaro, which in a childish way really got to me, so I started insulting Cait and her forums, and posted some stuff connected to Michael Jackson, whom I am fan of (but I kind of tried to force you all to be fans too, which again is childish).

Approximately five years later I realize how wrong of me it was to act that way, at the end of the day, all of you had a different opinion to me and it is was inexcusable for me to flame you all like I did, I feel really bad about it now that I am (hopefully) starting to mature, I was nothing more than a "troll" (I think that's what you call us when we act like that).


I also have a confession to make.


"Andy" is not my name, neither in real life, nor online I am actually what you would call a "second account". I don't know if you remember a member called MJN SEIFER? Well that was me, I (as that name) fell out with the members of this forum (again all MY fault) and I created this as a second account to "agree with myself" - pathetic huh? When the forums got remade (or whatever happened) I didn't bother with my MJN SEIFER account and just used this one to post some final troll like topics (which contained some unnecessary offensive content) where I flamed everyone for "driving my mate away" (my "mate" of course was MJN SEIFER - which is just my original account name, I honestly don't know what I did this for - to attract sympathy most probably).


I don't know how many of you believe the above, considering all the lies I have told in the past, but it is 100% true, and so is this;


I am really sorry for all I have done. Causing fights as MJN SEIFER, creating this "Andy" account to back myself up, and then lying and flaming while under this account, regardless of whether you believe me or not, I feel really bad for all of these things, and I realize it was years ago and some of you may not have a clue what I am droning on about, but I feel I have to both apologize and admit everything to you, for I am trying to become a better person, both on and off line - I have long since stopped trolling and started acting like a proper member on all the forums I am now a member of, (I am MJN SEIFER on all of them - that is my main screen name, Andy was just something I made up, and it's time to come clean) but I feel I will never be that "better person" I want to be if I allow myself to continue as all the horrible things I did never happened.


I don't expect to be forgiven (if I'm remembered), but I felt I should admit the truth and apologize. For those who have taken the time to read this all the way through, I would like to thank you. This should more than likely be the last post I make here, even if you do by some miracle forgive me (again I don't expect it, and this isn't a sympathy vote either - I just don't want to be like this anymore).

Cait, if you or any admins are reading, feel free to ban my account from this forum. I deserve it at the end of the day, even if it is a late punishment.

Goodbye Everyone.

I'm probably the only one that will ever read that..

But really, this place is long dead, I dont need to ban you.. lol.. but i really appreciate your apology,

and i so dont hold it against you

^_^

~Cait