hi ppl im going to put all my chapters of my fanfic here and im going 2 continue to put the rest of my ch.'s here okkk??

CHAPTER 1

This is just what I need, gaia thought as she stuffed the last of her donut into her mouth. It was Saturday night- the day after the furniture shopping spree with her dad. She got just the right style of her bed- old and grungy. As she walked along and sat down into a booth at Dunkin Donuts, she heard giggling. Very annoying giggling. The kind that she despised-the “hi I’m a prissy cheerleader! wanna be friends?” kind of giggle. Where was that coming from? She swallowed down her donut and walked over to the girl’s room. She looked across the shop…wait a second. There was a back of a head that looked very familiar. Ed. It was Ed. Gaia’s heart momentarily stopped- it was like all of her feelings for jake were taken out of her heart and put into the ed section. What was going on? Wow…that was most definetly the wrong time to think about her feelings for ed- because she finally realized where the giggling was coming from. There was an asian girl- about 18- in ed’s arms. Giggle-giggle it came again. Look at his hair! it was so beautiful-the way it layed perfectly on his head. Wait..what was so funny? She took a closer look…they were kissing. Making out, in fact. Gaia felt her heart sink somewhere below the floor.
“hey- you ready to go?” jake asked her. She actually forgot he was here. She looked into his eyes and she felt it. She didn’t feel what she thought it was- it was more of a best-fried-i-will-always-trust-you kind of feeling. What happened? Why was this happening to her? Make up your mind, she thought to herself.
“yeah- I’m most definetly ready.”

THAT'S REALLLLLY GOOD!!!!!

aathena...that was like 3 months ago :) im on ch.5 hehe i guess u didnt read it...lol

CHAPTER 2

Ed turned around at the sound of her voice. Hers. His ex-girlfriend, his ex-best friend, ex-everything. He just needed to hear her voice. What did she say? Who was that she was standing next to? jake. Jake montone. I don’t think he couldn’t have forgotten that freaking muscular body if he had the chance. They were walking away from the booth. Her eyes met his. He was looking for a connection- I mean they had one right? He wanted to remember the look in her eyes…when they were friends…when they kissed at mary moss’s house. When they kissed-for real in his apartment. When they made love to eachother one morning. He found it- he found it all. And he loved it. What was the strange thing was that she smiled. She smiled at him. That was all he needed to forget he was holding kai in his arms. He smiled back.
“ed? Hello? Earth to fargo!”
what? Who was interrupting this perfect moment?, he thought. He turned around and looked. Oops. It was kai.
“whats the matter with you? Who was that girl?”
“what girl?” he said- though he knew exactly who she was talking about.
“uh the blonde girl you just smiled at? I think I’ve seen her before…”
“yeah she goes to our school- she was just my friend a long time ago. That’s all.”
“whatever.”

GAIA:

Smiling? SMILING? I smiled at him. I can’t believe I was brave enough to do that. Well I guess not brave…just fearless. It was so nice. he smiled back. Why would he smile at me? he was holding a girl in his arms! He was kissing her, like he kissed me. his lips touching mine, then touching hers. I miss the way he touched me, the way he kissed me. it was perfect- it was meant to be. Now I sound like one of those freaking sixteen year old girls in love. Woah..wait. in love? Screw this. He’s not mine. He was never really mine-and he obviously won’t be again.

JAKE:

I don’t know whats going on with gaia. Today at the donut shop…things were a little weird. I know we didn’t really tell eachother we loved eachother…but I thought there was kind of an understanding…I mean I need to get her to tell me everything. She needs to tell me everything that’s going on, everything that’s happened in the past…if we’re actually going to do this relationship thing. I’m starting to doubt her. I know even though that sounds really stupid and I sound like a huge loser, im doubting our relationship that’s grown immensely in the past week. I hope she comes around. Then when she looked and she smiled at that ed guy…that was the part that really made me worry- that smile. The smile that made me, jake montone, the tough guy, go weak at the knees! I can’t even imagine what would happen if we…well…you know..did anything more than smile at each other…this is making me crazy.

Her hair is so soft, sam thought as he was stroaking through her buttery hair, and kissing her neck. Heather was nothing compared to this, he thought.
*knock knock*
“Who is it?” sam called through breaths of her small soft lips
“It’s Mike!”
“Hold on one second, Gaia.” He said to her.
“Okay”
He opened the door. That definetley wasn’t mike.
“Josh? What are you doing…” But before Sam could even finish his sentence, josh took out his machine gun and shot gaia.
“NO!” sam screamed
“NOOOOOOO!”

“SAM! SAM! Wake up, it was just a dream!” he said to him.
Sam wiped the sleepy dust out of his eyes, and looked right up into a familiar face. One he saw only a few weeks ago.
“Who are you?” he said, even though he knew perfectly well who he was.
“You don’t remember? I’m Ed.”

WHAT!!!!! seriously I'm such a bad Ed Fan!! i haven't been on here for a while soooo I'm a little offffff!SORRY! I DO ENJOY READING YOUR FAN FICS! YOU move them around toooo much you're confusing me!what ch. are you on now?

CHAPTER 3

“Ed? What are you doing here?” sam asked.
“well, your roomates let me in.” ed looked over to sam’s roomates. they waved innocently to sam.
“ok, so what do you want?” sam asked him. he was really getting annoyed now. what could ed possibly want from h-
“i want you to tell me everything that happened between you and gaia.” he said.
“nothing happened. can i go to bed now?” he asked as he pulled the covers over his head.
“no.” he pulled off his covers.
“i need to know everything that happened what i didnt know about.”
“well i have a feeling that conversation would never end.” sam spat.
“sam, please. i need to know before she does something stupid with that jake guy.”
“jake? who’s jake?”
“her boyfriend.” ed finally said. they both stared at eachother with sadness in their eyes.
“okay, here it goes....” sam said, as he was starting the conversation that would change their lives forever.

ED:

Okay, remember how i said i have giabetes? well i think right now, if i still had them, i should be on my deathbed. but, the thing is, i don’t have them anymore. i have a new view on gaia. i have a new view on myself. you know what that view is? i am a complete idiot who knows nothing about anything and shouldn’t have broken up with gaia, and shouldn’t be together with kai, and--. woah. i didn’t mean to say that. i like kai. she’s great, i mean-she’s normal, but she’s not gaia. i’m so freaking stupid! i was so hard on her. but i had a good reason right? it’s not like she was telling me everything that was going on! but then again, she did try to tell me, when i started lashing out on her. that hug was between friends. sam told me everything. every ounce of every single event that happened. she was helping sam. doing a good deed, and because i had to know every single thing that went on in her life, i broke up with her. then later i tell her she has to be more like tatiana. hey, what is up with tatiana? i mean i havent seen her in like 3 weeks. anyways, i am so confused. i just know that now, i am still in love with gaia, and kai- well, she has to be out of the picture. i need some time to think, and to talk to gaia.

MORE OF CH.3

Well, here I am again, ed thought to himself as he was walking down the stairs of his apartment. No friends. No girlfriend. Nothing. Who brought you here? Gaia. How? She brainwashed his mind in order to make him fall in love with her all over again. She actually didn’t do it herself. He did it. He was the one who fell back in love with her. He was the one who broke up with a perfectly normal girl- NORMAL- mind you, because he fell in love with the mystery girl again. Where did Gaia get that right? Who gave her permission to jump into his heart and mind and switch everything around? Who had given Sam the right to tell him everything? To make Ed fall in love with her again, knowing she did nothing with Sam than help him? Oh yeah, he gave Sam that right. All he could think about was how pissed off he was at her. but when he walked outside the door of his building and saw a tower of blonde hair resting on a pair of sweatshirt-clothed shoulders shaking up and down, all he felt was guilt. What was she doing here? She lived on the east side. She must have taken a bus.
“Gaia?” ed asked. The form sprang up from her position, wiping the tears shed from her eyes.
“What are you doing here?”
“Oh- hey. Um…I was just…uh…sitting…here.” She said through sniffles.
“you wanna take a walk?” he asked her.
“um..actually I better get going…..”
“Come on….” Ed persuaded her.
They walked along the sidewalk, and after only a few steps did Ed say something.
“so what’s wrong?”


What am I supposed to say? There’s a million things wrong. My dad is crazy, I’m in love with two people and someone’s trying to kidnap and kill my dad? I don’t think ed can take that right now. But before gaia could even say two words, she saw a man standing right in their pathway. He was holding something in his front pocket. Gun? Knife?
“Gimme yurr moneey” he said in a slurred voice. Alcoholic and a junkie. Nice touch.
Before her fighting instincts took place, her most important ones kicked in. gun or knife- ed- danger. She looked over at him. There was most definetly fear in his eyes. But there was mostly a recognition. Perfect timing- the answer of his question will wait till later.
“go ahead.” He said calmly. She turned away. Now was the fun part. She started off with a round-house kick that made the gun fly out of his hands and into a nearby bush.
“What the…” she then pulled back her arm and delivered a punch to his ribs- must have broken a few. He was on the floor then. He was curled up in a ball and he slowly uncurled. She then kicked him in the crotch. Just for fun. “You beetch!”
“what did you just call me?” she asked him.
“nothing nothing!”
He was curled up in a ball again. She looked over at ed. It looked like he was feeling this guy’s pain…curled up in a ball- just getting a kick in the balls from a super-zeus/goddess.
“Ouch.” Ed said.
“So are we done here?” gaia asked him.
“weyre dunn plees don’t hurt me” the guy said.
“Good. Because…” she didn’t even get to finish her sentence before she dropped onto the ground.
“Gaia?” that was the last thing she heard before she fell into a deep sleep.

MORE OF CH.3

Where am I going? Gaia thought to herself as she was running on the sidewalk next to her park. Obviously I’m going to play chess, she thought. She walked over to the chess tables where she caught the eye of an extremely hot guy. If was raining, so he was wearing a hood of his sweatshirt. He looked up. What a coincidence, she thought. Right when I’m trying to get away from all the shallow problems of a teenage girl in love, she runs into one of the prime suspects.
“hey.” He said.
“hi.”
A pause.
“so you haven’t called me back.” Sam said to her. of course she hadn’t called him back. He only left her about 1,000 messages on her machine. What was she supposed to do? Call him back and say, “yeah, sam, we should get back together. Especially because I’m also in love with two other guys. Us getting back together would be the thing that makes the most sense even though my feelings for you are slipping away without permission!”
“yeah. I’ve been busy.”
“so I’ve heard.” He said. She was getting a little confused now.
“what’s that supposed to mean?”
“well, ed came to my apartment yesterday.” Ed. She felt her heart flip. No. jake. Jake jake jake jake jake.
“why?!” gaia asked him. Now she was a little bit more than confused.
“he wanted to know what happened between me and you.”
“what do you mean what happened between us? Nothing happened! You mean the night when he walked in on-“
“gaia. let me finish.” She nodded.
“he probably thought that we did something together. So I told him everything. Every single detail of every event that he didn’t know about.”
“oh my god. What did he do when you finished?!”
“he was kinda spaced out…like he was thinking really hard about something. He said ‘thank you.’ And then he gave a wave and left.”
“I have to go.”
“wait- don’t you want to play?”
“no. thanks.”
She ran. She ran as fast as she could, as far away as her feet could take her. And I bet you know where those feet took her.

sorry bout that athena but thanks for sayin its good..im curently on ch.5...im writing it now. but i'm adding the ones ive already written so i can keep them in 1 place. i have to go take my shower but ttyl!

~i love ed~

bye! ive already put ch.3 in the site so...ok well gtg bye! :) sorry 4 movin them around :( bye

You're welcome! ^_^

Chapter 4

She woke up to a loud sound. She decided not to move- because she was probably the most comfortable she had ever been. She was lying on something hard but soft. And then she remembered. Walking-ed-fight-in arms. So as she was lying on ed’s chest-in a train-she opened her eyes. Ed was looking straight forward. she adjusted her head so she could see his whole face- but that was really a bad idea. He looked down into her eyes.
“Hey.” He said.
“hey.” She said back. She sat up from his chest.
“So like I was saying…” Ed began.
“can we not talk about it?” gaia asked.
“come on gaia- you can tell me anything.”
“not anymore.” Gaia said.
“What?” ed asked her. she didn’t mean to say that out loud. Um…
“nothing- I was talking to myself.”
:ring:
“what is that?” ed asked.
:ring:
“Idunno…it must be my phone- but I don’t remember bringing it. my dad probly stuffed it in there when i wasnt looking” She said. She looked in the front pocket of her jeans and took it out and flipped it.
“Hello?”
No answer.
“Helloo??”
Still no answer.
“watch you're back.” A gravvly voice commanded.
“who is this?”The line went dead.
“great.” Gaia said.
“who was it?” ed asked her. no way. she's not about to get him into trouble AGAIN.
“uh- it was jake. I’m meeting him later…”
a pause.
“how long do we have until we get to the east side?” gaia asked him- hopefully changing the subject.
“about…” ed looked at his watch, “ten minutes.”
“ok.”
Soon enough, they ended up at the east side. Her house wasn’t far from the train station so she told him she would walk.
“okay. See ya later.”
“call me later. Maybe we can you know…talk.” Ed said.
“sure. Whatever.” She said, trying to act smooth. She walked away from ed into her east-side home with her father. She rang the doorbell.
“Dad?” she asked.
“Dad, come on, i don’t wanna get my keys…”
no answer. She dug her hand into the pocket of her sweatshirt and got her keys.
“you’re going to pay, dad!” she said as she opened the door. The lights were out. That’s funny- she never turned off the lights when she left….
“what the….” She said as she felt a stabbing pain in her stomach. Then everything went black.

ok ch.5's kinda short

Chapter 5

“Ed? Hello? Ed?”
ed was distracted as he was on the phone with kai. Still thinking about gaia. He really had to learn how to get her out of his mind. He wanted to be with her, but she was obviously avoiding him- and he still wanted to be friends with Kai. She was a skater, she was cute and sexy. What could be better?
“Come on. You can’t seriously be spacing out on me again.”
“Sorry. I’m here.” Ed said.
“So why are you like this? Its so weird.” Kai said.
“I don’t know. I guess I’m just thinking about her again. I think she’s ignoring me.” ed had told kai about gaia when he broke up with her.
“Oh, the girl.”
“Yeah. Actually, can I call you back later? I’m going to go visit heather. Actually, do you want to come along?”
“Sure! I’ll meet you…at your house I guess.” Kai told him.
“yeah- that’s good. See you soon.”
“bye.”

As kai was walking to ed’s house she was getting that excited feeling. The feeling where you know you’re about to do something naughty, but nice at the same time. She knew what she was told to do. Just get it over with. But it’s personal this time. She really did like ed, and she didn’t want to hurt him. But if Ana heard what happened, kai would be killed on the spot. She knew what she needed to do, and she was almost there. This was going to be fun.

It’s cold. Very cold. I’m all alone. In my cell. To sit in here forever. I see her, and that other guy too. What was his name? fargo. I remember her Hair. Her outside, which she hates, but I envy deep inside. She is beautiful. And he. His kindness and love for her. He’s not bad lookin’ either. I feel nothing. Only inside do I have feelings. My body is like a cage around my soul, not allowing it to come out and be free. Just let me go, let me leave this terrible place. Anywhere but here. I want to see her, and I want to see him. And my family. I miss you. I’m feel like I’m dead, and I wish I was. I want to see everyone before I go. But I just keep living, forever. Let me go, please. Just let me out of here.

That's really good!

thanks! i despise kai too. shes so annoying and perfect! ugh!!

Lol PERFECT!?!??!

SHE SHOULD BE SHOT

-Brings out gun-

uh....sure...:backs awaaay from mallory: lol shes nice and all but she needs to go away. like permanently. like move to china or something.